my new fav tagline..

'its so fucked up its funny'

hahhhaha.

yeah, life is just full of twist and turn and shit sometimes... u get screwed (not literally la!) left right center and still being screwed up down then they magically still throw work in your face!

its damn fucked up beyond words!

its so fucked up its funny...

and when u try to be nice and speak nicely and take in every bad/sad feeling you felt and stuff it inside corner bottom of your heart pretending everything will be alrite as you have been ill treated, the other side turn around and give u shits attitude and temper.. as if its your fault. all i can do is helplessly be a meek girl and let the the other party give you shitty treatment and still pretending everything is fine...

its so fucked up its funny...

i dont know what to feel anymore.. better yet, i dont feel anything anymore.. coz, no point at all.. either way, the outcome will still be same. just no point... point blank.. pointless... wats the point? none, thats what...

its definitely so fucked up its funny..

let life run its course..

gg season 3!!

oh em geeeeeeeeee !!!!!
xoxo season 3 is out!
they are soooooooo bloooody good!
got hillary, got tyra... wuah oh and my chuck bass... wat more can a girl want?

xoxo...

partay

some party pics...
[random: god, i soooooo dont feel like reading the ES and cases! aak! can i just play fb all day long? very tired working la!! aak!]

found these 2 pics i took with abby and marcus..
great nite out

marcus the fela who kept refilling my glass... yoh... haha
vip section of phuture.. not bad, but too crowded and the peps there dont dance! just stand there and down their drinks.. joh, damn sian... true enuf, i wriggled my way down to find vb and jt but both balik dy.. aish, ditched me! ok, it was raining.. but ditchedme! hmmph..

update

emo-ing.. thinking wat am i doin on a sat in opis.. aijohhh... why why why...

okay, off to read random stuff now... tata

yelp !

i am gonna burst soon! help! i cant take this anymore! pls let me go... i need to get outta country. for good.. i canot i canot i canot... no strength dy.... pls, let me go... pls pls... dont torture me alive like this...

i surrender...

needa chill

i need a chill pill.. pronto!

sg's trip was fun, but dead tired.. was sick for like half a day upon return KL, but now all recovered and ready to go..

but now still very pissed off.. $%#&&*(*$#@$

ok, gona club kau kau tmr to drown all these pissiness...

super swamped

im being boring again.. whatever la, i just wana lash out here can or not... damn sick and tired already.... and i think im really coming down to fever or flu or smth... coz its been couped for such a long time already!

im just super swamped with work. i mean really swamped! imagine, i tried writing the number pieces of work to do and guess what! i have 8 pieces of work at hand not completed yet! and they keep coming! i mean, that 8 pieces of work is constant and new jobs kept coming! shit shit shit... i seriously think the firm should implement time cost man.. firm would be richer! not that they are not already riched!

so, its really shitty now... im getting depresser and depresser! why cant i finish the work? why so many and kept coming? and u know whats worse of the lot? its the plain fact that we are not appreciated at all! not at all! we are just documents churner! we just work.. learn? learn my ass la... put my legal mind to it? puhlease, fuck off far far away pls... u guys dont know whats going on in our sucky conditions, pls dont generalise and judge us.. u have no right to do that...

everyone has got their own set of problems, u butt out of ours, we butt out of yours.. simple as that ok!

i sometimes dont know what u people expect out of us.. we work hard, u guys say we tried too hard and its unnecessary.. we relax abit, say we have nothing to do... what the hell... u people are just weird mad to the max!

im just very very unhappy ... very...

a fun fun nite away

okay, canot tahan... i have to post something nice and happening just to spice up my life .. went for a double long-call celebration of 2 frens... actually went for one, but then met another one there, so we partied together.. which is quite fun.. such a release to be able to dance all the stress off, temporarily lah and it felt damn good..

the babes..

now that i think about it, i have been chambering for 6 months already! wuah, thats half a year! time passed really fast it seems.. i dont even realise we are in the forth quarter of the year! 2009 sure zoomed by systematically..

reflecting, its been a crazy and new experience year, so far... so much have evolved and developed. 2009 marks the year of my personal embarkment into the legal profession with a proper career path. i dont used to think so much about career because i always think that its such a long to go for me kinda thing. but now i really have to indulge into the vast different kind of work and to actually determine what i want to do, whether i want to do this particular kind of work for the next 20 years of my life? do i? i cant even decide and make a firm decision, what more those younger chambies who seems to be so damn sure of what they want in their career. are u even sure? are u not just diverted because of the glamourised image of the work?

i have 3 more months to determine my actual interest. if i cant find my niche of work, i might just not practice at all.. why bother.... realised my ambition as a loyer, then i think i shall move on.. life is short.. make the most of it...