cutie pie...

aak ! this shawn shawn is big boi dy!! can play dy! i was at their house one weekend.. he suddenly so nice and was so sticky to me and alex! wah, we wasted no time and took pics cam-whoring, which is what we do always.. hahah

here, he was facsinated he can see himself at my internal faced camera phone.. (samsung rocks!) and he gave me a smile! precious wei..

i tried something totally radical with shawn...
his big bro was reluctant to do this with us when he was young.. so we try on his little bro..

heek! it worked!
best part, he can see himself posing.. hence the cute pose! loved it!

then we tried something crazier..

sticking out tongue...
wondered if he would play along..

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it worked too!

isnt that the cutest thing evah!

not only that!

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he layan alex also!

hahahha..
he made me sooo happie with his cutesy!

mom is okay dy

we discharged home right after mom's platelet raised to 107... phew, the feeling of getting to go home was fantastic... home never felt so homey!

thanks everyone for your well wishes... deeply touched...

she's still weak, but getting better n better each day..

i am so semangat to promote 'kill mossie if u see one!' they are nothing but bad creatures...

"oi, smack that mossie will ya!"

"pls put on repellent"

"turn on the mossie killer machine pls"

"spray ridsect"

are among others that u will hear me yelling to everyone in my face..

careful everyone! take care of yourselves and your loved ones! KILL the fucking mossie and you have done everyone a favour!

the deadly mossie!

i wanted to blog about my bday... but i m just too tired the past couple of days..

but the bullet to the tiredness and devastation boils down to the effects of a deadly mossie!

my mom is hospitalised (yes,is, .. still here) in SJMC for dengue... i never knew dengue fever could be so deadly.. the virus is in the body and refuse to leave! how stubborn is that! worst thing is, it last for 7 days at least or more.. and that 7 days, my my, is not something you would wana go through.. your immune system deteriorates like mad, to the extend my mom cant speak or walk properly coz she's too weak... and watching your loved one reaching that stage day by day is beyond devastation.. i felt useless, unable to share her pain or even understand her constant shrieking for help pain.. so what if i studied so much? so what if i am on my way to be a lawyer? i felt totally unhelpful amidts all the knowledge i have in me...

worst part is, even the doctors cant help relief her pain... they can only monitor her blood count day by day... the rest of the day? she is left suffering and fighting the virus all by herself! its like what the hell? doctors and lawyers cant help a meek mother in pain! and that left what? only faith in God that kept us going and hanging on there.. (thanks to everyone who prayed for her speedy recovery, really appreciate it)

never know one mossie's bite can be of such vast consequence... go to hell, aedes!

its the seventh day now, and mom's blood count is no longer dropping.. thank god.. im hoping and faithing in god that she will be better and better from now onward.. i wana believe that the worst is over.. bright and sunny day ahead of us...

thanks for reading peps.. GBU

i can not comprehend!!

why why why???
this is unbelievable!
for the 100th time, i tried and tried to figure out a reason to still stay sane and cool about the working culture, which sucked big time!!

nope, cant do that no more. i m officially in a PMO mood!!!

i dont fucking give a damn anymore.. i thought this is worth it, but no, it aint worth it... i am in no mood to be the dust under the carpet anymore, i am soooo not going to keep quiet when i m wronged or accused.. know what i hate most? being accused when its not my fault at all! i hate that to the core... keeping quiet is doing me and other mates no good. i dont care anymore...

if u mess with me or us, watch out... i am not letting u off the hook... at all.

u are messing with the wrong ones dudes!

subject matter of the day!

i cant believe it..
its a freaking gorgeous SUNDAY!! and i gotta get my ass up at 8am and actually dress to work! times have changed.. changed me into a workaholic that i am actually amazed at myself!

anyway, after working for god knows how many hours constantly, thank god for my sunnies, it became the SUBJECT matter of the day!! we cam-whored with it!

this is me, a sui pose first.. ahhaha

no long after that, ah jay poofed out from next table, grab my sunnies and put it on.
i wasted no time and grab my phone and went.. smile jay! chiak, snapped..


then ah jiung came! and put it on too.. her face too big for my sunnies wei! but damn cute..
smile! chiak, snap!

then i went, oh what the hell... come lets take a pic together..

ah jay sibeh yeng in this pic! looked like a pilot wei!
and with ahem *cough* "mascara hair" *cough* .. hahhah.. dun kill me..

ok, then ah jiung did an amazing thing that got me laughing non-stop..
she did a ju-on face! complete with her long fringes covering her eyes and hand gesture!!
wah, i almost died laughing.. hence the finger.. hahahhaa

i went: ok ok enuf of this ghost shit.. pose a cute one!

jay say: how?

jiung: har? canot la, duno how to do how veev did it...

i say: ok, just like this, point ur finger like this!

cute!!

ok ok, next.. look there!....

jiung: where?

me: there! dont look at the camera! point ur fingers! look over there!

excellent people! excellent! a couple of coaching and u guys are pros! sibeh happy somemore! fabulous!

seriously, without u guys, my chambering life would be unbearable and boring and unsampat i can die dot com!
u guys is da best !!!

i is okay

frens kept asking me,

elyne are u okay?
why u looked so stressed?
why so pek chek?
why work so late everyday?

peps, thanks for the concern... really really appreciate all ya'll words of care... i really do...

perhaps i have lost myself in the whirl pool of work and the so-called professional line of work, which demands my utmost attention and focus on every detail.. The energy required to stay focus is so amass that had taken me aback inadvertently and transformed me into something i never knew who i was or who i can become..

i always felt, everytime i walked into the library, very overwhelmed by the amount of information contained in it and all of a sudden, i feel small and little and tiny and knowledge-less and dumb... that is the drive for me to strive and become better n better each day.... but somehow, the information-hunger in me has consumed me... has turned me into somewhat different.. yes, i felt it too...

this is bad, and when things go bad, its always time for reflection and correction and pondering upon what all these mean in life..

gimme time, i need a little time and space to adjust.. i'll be back in the game in no time... i promise...

GG????

arghhh.. why is gossip girl's blog not updated anymore after the graduation episode??? its damn frustrating lor... wat happen to B and S in college? is D dating anyone?? N??? and that muthachucker??? wat happen?? they all died before off to college isit?

updateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee laaaaaaa